Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Middle school crush.?

this might be long; like others x]; i'm very descriptive. i'll divide he story to make it easier. **=note



okay, so there's this boy i really like. i've like him since last year.

his name is kevin; he's pinoy - like most of our school - just letting yknow.



on tuesday this week, i found he likes this girl named jovie (mentioned her before too). she's pinoy too and ive hung out with her before, but we're not close.

during lunch, my friend monica, that i've mentioned before %26amp; is like jovie's best friend now, told me that kevin likes jovie and jovie likes kevin.



%26amp; yesterday/wednesday, afterschool (it was a halfday) me and 3 other friends went bowling. we saw some of the skater/bboy/popular pinoy guys come to the bowling alley later. %26amp; saw kevin's arm around jovie and felt really crushed. i was too late ):

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the thing is, one of kevin's friend, that we call Brownie, told kevin that ';a jackie likes him'; %26lt;--- that was in like July of summer (my nickname is jackie btw)

i was too scared to talk to him, worrying if i told him my name, he would know that i like him.

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i've only talked to him like twice as long as i've known him. i first saw him in 4th grade, and saw him way more in 5th grade. we didn't have the same teachers in elementary and it's kinda hard for me to try to get to know a person i don't know about.



**i know some stuff about him through monica.



I had him in our 5th grade beginner band, he played clarinet %26amp; i flute.

on the last week i think, of 5th grade, everyone got a ribbon %26amp; went outside to the lunch court so everyone can sign each others.

i asked him to sign mine. it kinda went like this if i can remember

';hi kevin. can you sign my ribbon? i'll sign your's';

';who are you again?';

';i'm in your band. remember? i play the flute? i'm jackie';

';oh yeeaahh.';

he wrote this on my ribbon';: See you in Music, Kevin E.



but next year in 6th grade he didn't join band.

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Now we skip to 7th grade. We had the same advisory, but that was all. I kept sneaking looks at him %26amp; most of the time he looked at me too.

**does that mean anything if he looks at me too?

so 7th grade was when i really started to like him.

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finally 8th grade boys %26amp; girls!

so now i only have him in math class :[ and he sits in the back corner of the room far away for any type of conversation, since i sit in the middle. We have the same lunch; but we sit with different people. And it would be weird if i randomly started talking to him.

I know SO MANY of the popular asian kids, but only through monica. but i do know a few, but they're mostly girls.

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So in conclusion:

- i've only talked to him in 5th grade

- i want to at least get to know him %26amp; talk to him

- since he's dating someone already, what should i do now?

- he doesn't remember me, so how do i start talking to him?

- also, just to be safe, how can i get to know the other guys?



you can ask me questions if you want. maybe i'll add more detail. meh...Middle school crush.?
UM.... MY BFF/ COUSIN HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM. I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD START HANGING OUT WIHT UM... MONICA WHEN SHE HANGS OUT WITH HIM. THEM LIKE SINCE YOU DONT LIKE JOIVE I THINK YOU SHOULD START TALKIN TO DHA GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT HE HANGS OUT WITH. I HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM. ITSREALLY HARD TO TALK TO A GUY YOU KNOW A LOT ABOUT THEN WHEN HE TALKS TO YOU ITS LIEK YOU HAVE A TAGE FRIGHT. WELL I HOPE YOU AND ME GET OVER OUR FEARS AND TALK TO THE GUYS THAT WE LIEK IM IN THE 6TH GRADE YOU CAN EMAIL ME IF U LIKE.Middle school crush.?
TOOOOOOOOOOOOO long get a life and you are to young to fall in love. Also masturbation and premarital sex is a sin in GODS eyse so remember this!

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